I can save the world.

MOVED

2008-08-30T08:12:00.000-07:00

I MOVED
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Put It Into Words

2008-08-25T09:27:00.000-07:00

I don't know why life is getting pretty boring. Is it because of him? Ugh, no. Scratch that. It's not because of him. It's because of this laziness. I think so. I've been very lazy lately. I don't attend review sessions and all those stuff. All I do is watch movies, movies way back 2000 something. I'm hating life right now, I mean just now.

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothin's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

Chorus
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

Chorus
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
You hair, your eyes, your old levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

What's with the song? Ugh, never mind. Yahoo! Music Launch Cast is killing me.
From 7 things - Miley C. to Because of You - Kelly C. then now One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks. I hate you so much, whoever you are. *sigh

Timeout

2008-08-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

I really need a break. Basketball players need timeouts during their game, even dancers need water breaks during their rehearsals how much more for a ~~normal~~ school girl? I need a break too. Senior life isn’t that easy. I’ve been ranting too much about that but until now I can’t get over it. It’s too much. Regular school days + Saturday and Sunday review sessions for the college entrance exams or dance class? Whatever! Maybe that is why I am so lazy right now.

I didn’t go to school today because my body aches so much (Weh, tinatamad ka lang Andz. *LOL) and because of that I made a new theme for my domain. I don’t know if I’ll use vintage-screams by this week of by next week or the week after next week. Let’s see. I miss blogging using Wordpress. I miss the emoticons on my entries. Oh my F. Gosh! I have to go. See you on plurk.

Nonsense

2008-08-15T20:09:00.001-07:00

Someone asked me to update this blog. For the very very very first time, someone asked me to keep this blog alive and kicking. But what can I do? I have nothing to blog at all. Rar. All right then, I'll do everything just to make this entry interesting.

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scanning her hypothalamus.
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DENIED.

I told you so, this blog is a piece of shit. Whatever?!

Please change your links to http://www.sourrcastic.co.nr
vintage-screams.info & oh.iheartyu.net
are still under construction. :)

Heart or Mind?

2008-08-08T03:21:00.000-07:00

I feel like blogging this time. a.) Because I'm pretty bored. b.) To keep this blog updated. c.) To entertain my dearest stalker. haha That's the reason why I changed my name, I mean my nickname.

I still have lots of things to do and yet I prefer staying here in front of the computer doing such silly things. I just love wasting time and cramming. And who cares by the way?!

My head is battling with my heart. I'm confused, very much confused. I don't know what to follow, is it my heart that shouts his name, our memories? Or my mind that whispers pain and dissatisfaction? I can't do anything, I can't decide. Maybe its the time for me to just go with the flow and let fate decide. I can't take it anymore. I'm tired, lost, mixed and so on. Should I ask for God's help again, just like before? Should I talk to him again all night, asking for signs, asking for answers? Or should I just shut up and make my self busy and pretend that nothings wrong to show how strong I am.

Until know, I still hope that life can be a fairy tale too that begins with once upon a time and ends with happily ever after.

Screw School

2008-08-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

I won't rant too much about this new blog anymore. It's freaking obvious that this is my 123456789th blog in the world wide web. Well, I don't care. My blogs were just pieces of shits. Damn it. I miss my domain badly. Thanks to blogger for saving my blog cravings whenever I wanted to speak out and rant the shits out of me.

I've been so confused lately with my feelings and some other stuffs. Thanks to Ahya for giving me advices, for making me strong and for teaching me things about life. There is one thing he said that enlightened me "Screw school, marks were just a bunch of numbers, it doesn't matter where school you came from, its how you deal with life that matters. But still, you need your diploma. *wink" After reading that message from him, I just smiled. He has a point, right? Who cares if you did not come from ADMU? DLSU? UST? UP? As long as you know how to deal with life, you will surely survive. :D

Now I know where to go... to heaven. :)